There are some days when it feels like everything is on hold. Life is moving forward, but I'm just standing still, stuck in my own head and my own sadness. On days like this, I find myself wanting to cry and release all of the emotions that are pent up inside of me, but somehow, the tears just won't come.
In times like these, I try to find other ways to let go of the sadness and find some emotional release. Lately, I've been rewatching the KDrama show Twenty-Five Twenty-One as a way to cope with my feelings.
Yes, I still haven't moved on from it. Even though it's been months since I first watched it, I find myself getting just as heartbroken as I did the first time around. The pain that the characters experience feels so real and raw, and it's almost like I'm right there with them, feeling every heartache and disappointment.
But it's not just the pain that gets to me. It's the fact that two people who are not only in love, but who have risen in love together, cannot be together. It breaks my heart to see them torn apart by circumstances beyond their control.
I can't get over the fact that their love is not enough to conquer all obstacles. It's a harsh reminder of the unfairness of life, and it makes my heart break all over again.
I know that Twenty-Five Twenty-One is just a show, but for me, it's a source of comfort and emotional release on the days when I need it the most. Even though it's painful to watch, it helps me feel a little bit less alone in my own heartbreak.