vday blues
As I sit here, listening to Phoebe Bridgers' Moon song, and feeling all the feels, I can't help but feel a flood of emotions. I love love, I truly do, and seeing everyone in love makes me so happy for them. But at the same time, it makes me wish I had my own person to share this day with.
Being a single mother can be a rollercoaster of emotions. On one hand, I have my beautiful child who brings so much joy and happiness into my life. On the other hand, some days like today, I can't help but feel a little lonely and wish for someone to share this journey with. I try my best to keep my life interesting, busy, even though most days, I find myself just sitting down and figuring out what to do next. But I'm learning to embrace the quiet moments and find joy in the small things.
This Valentine's Day, I can't help but feel extra lonely. It's a reminder of the love that's missing in my life. I know I'm not alone in feeling this way, and I want to remind all my fellow single moms out there that you are not alone either. Valentine's Day can be a tough time, especially when you're surrounded by love and happiness, but it's important to remember that you are amazing and strong just the way you are.
So let's end this on a positive note, let's raise a glass to ourselves and all the single moms out there, who are doing their best to navigate love and life every day.
Here’s to me. Because I celebrate myself for all the things I had to get over with to be where I am today. For still believing in love, because it’s still love that got me here.
To my friends who are reading this, I want to say thank you for always being there for me and for believing in me when I couldn’t do that for myself. Your friendship means the world to me and I'm grateful for you every day.
Wishing you love and happiness, wherever that may be and in whatever form it may take,
Kimi